So the sun is shining, the weather is warm and I am loving it! But once again there is this sneaky little condition called MS. I vow it will not get the best of me, but the reality is if I cannot tame this fatigue I wil sleep right through it all!
As always it was a long week at work, eveyone can agree to that. But for me I left around 3:30 today to come home and take a 3 hour nap because I literally could not function! Not one more step, not one more thought, not one more decision. If I could have, I would have laid down in the hallway floor at work to rest! I was at the point of collapsing and I am not exagerating!
I live about 8 miles from work (yes I am so lucky), and thank God I do. I was actually driving home white knuckled to the steering wheel thinking "I'm gonna make it, I'm gonna make it, only a few more lights and I will be home...so on and so on." Once I made it was so relieved. I kicked off my shoes and hit the sack! What a GREAT way to spend the afternoon in this perfect weather! Yes I am being sarcastic! It pisses me off!
So here are my goal for the weekend: grocery shopping, a walk both days, clean the house, cook, and wash m car. It gives me anxiety just to think about it because I know all of those things may not happen. Each day I think to mysef, just one more good nights sleep and I will be golden tomorrow. That is once again my mantra for tonight!
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